so ok ive decided to start writing again for my head. i dout anyone will read it though

i start school tomorrow, i hope it goes well

i hung out with a bunch of people from NA after my meating tonight. it was really awesome. im making some serious conections.

i think im crazy, like gonna lose my mind anytime. my mom told me that the dr thinks im having paranoid delutions. w.e i mean its all PTSD related anyways.

my mom lost her job today. i feel so guilty, if it werent for me she would be able to work better, not perfectly, but better.

me and steve are ok. i just want him to find a job and my family keeps saying shit about it. I love him so god damn much, but its work to keep a relationship healthy and together.

my lyrics for the day:

She hides
The television
Says I don't owe him nothing,
But if he comes back again
Tell him to wait right here for me