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[Dec. 2nd, 2008|11:19 pm] |
so ok ive decided to start writing again for my head. i dout anyone will read it though
i start school tomorrow, i hope it goes well
i hung out with a bunch of people from NA after my meating tonight. it was really awesome. im making some serious conections.
i think im crazy, like gonna lose my mind anytime. my mom told me that the dr thinks im having paranoid delutions. w.e i mean its all PTSD related anyways.
my mom lost her job today. i feel so guilty, if it werent for me she would be able to work better, not perfectly, but better.
me and steve are ok. i just want him to find a job and my family keeps saying shit about it. I love him so god damn much, but its work to keep a relationship healthy and together.
my lyrics for the day:
She hides
The television
Says I don't owe him nothing,
But if he comes back again
Tell him to wait right here for me |
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